男人背后的女人

原来要做一个男人背后的女人是一件不容易的事情。凡事都要学会体谅，学着该怎么去容忍。。。尤其是身边那个男人是个不细心的人 >< 凡事都要默默的忍受 。。。有时我会在想，要找一个真心疼爱自己的男人真的那么难吗？其实深入的想想，要找一个真心疼爱自己的人并不难。。。可是要找一个细心又疼爱自己的人才难呢~或许在这世上真的没有十全十美的一个人吧。。。所以我告诉自己做人还是不要那么贪心，只要他是疼我的就够了。。。每一次我看见或是听见别人在说着他们的幸福故事我心里都会觉得十分的羡慕。。。真的希望有一天童话故事会出现在我的生命里 。。。我相信每个女生都希望童话故事会出现在她们的生命里吧。。。女生都是向往浪漫的，都希望会有王子的出现吧。。现在的我在学着怎么才能做好在一个男人背后默默忍受的女人。。。我知道我一定能办到 ^^ 他虽然没有十全十美，可是他应该也算得上有八分吧 。。。希望有一天他真的能感受到我在为他改变的一切吧 。。。

得不到的才是最好的

从小到大我想要得到的东西都是得不到的。。。
记得以前小时候，看见隔壁家的小孩有的玩具，自己很喜欢很想拥有。。。或许因为是单身家庭，所以最后都没告诉妈妈说我想要。。。
到了中学，看见一双很漂亮的鞋子，很想买下，可是因为零用钱不够，所以也煲汤了 。。。
今天我看见一只很可爱的沙皮狗，我真的是超喜欢，可是最后都没买下，因为没地方可以养 ><
刚才把自己锁在房间哭了一场，心里想着那只狗。。。
哭了一场，现在心里舒服很多了 ^^
或许的不到的，就会越想得到，得不到的才是最好的吧 。。。

A Brand New Year ♥♥

Will be a new beginning ^^ 2010 ♥♥ it seem like life goes so fast just like blinking your eyes. isn't it? I told myself that i have to life better than last year ^^ Time is precious,time won't wait for you ~ just depends how you spend your precious time. So, don't waste time for unnecessary stuffs. Do something meaningful with your life. I hope a brand new year would bring more and more laughter and happiest to me~ Hope everything goes smooth as well.Thanks my friends who always be there for me and support me when i facing tone of problem,especially my lovely dear. A sincere thanks for u all♥ I believe time will prove everything,how many effort u put on it and how much u will get.I have 3 wish in this year XD hopefully some1 will help me achieve it ... haha ><


♥ me v dear ♥




♥ nothing much i want from you , just show me your's love ♥

i'm glad that im found him ~
feel warm and sweet everytime when he's beside me ^^
nothing is much better than a hug from him ~
he really bring me alot sweet moment ... ♥THX DEAR♥
i know that nothing last forever, but i really hope that our relationship will be long lasting ~

i used to whispering with him although only two of us inside the room.
i used to hanging out with him on everytime when i feel bored.
i used to stick with him although we staying together.
i used to act like a fool and makes him laughed.
i used to against him like a baby.
i used to sms with him everyday when i reach office.
i used to take care of him although i don't even know how to take care of myself.
i used to miss him although he's just right beside me.

Omg ~since from when i love him so deep ...
i think i should pull hand break XD
some1 told me that cant let your bf knw u love him so deep ... (don let them feel proud) haha ~
seriously,i feel extremely lucky to have him, extremely grateful that he's still accompany beside me now ^^

I love this guy from the bottom of my heart, i am always proud that i've him as my boyfriend~ He's just an ordinary person, but he truly melts my heart~ He is the one who completes me,he taught me to be a stronger girl~ With him,i learn to tolerate,learn to accept facts which i don't hope to accept, i learn to be a better girlfriend ... sometime we will have some argue,and i feel my heart breaks whenever we argue just because everytime when we quarrel,he just keep quiet won't do anything or say some sweet word to me.Let me feel that i'm alone,so pity >< But some1 told me that "the couple that fights the most is the one most in love, it shows they care enough to notice what the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When they stop arguing it means they stopped caring .. " Is it rite??I know our argue won't spoil our relations,sometime it may improve our relation ^^ right baby?? no one is perfect in this world,we have to learn how to life with others ...I know my life not only revolves around him,i still got alot sister beside me ^^



♥ his hand cover down my hand >< ♥





♥dear,no matter how .. we cant dump each others alone k?
if problem appear between us ... we need to face it
don always just keep silent n keep inside ..
cant and dont ever speak out "break" so easily ~
Deal ? ♥

♥u promise me before u won leave me alone,rite?♥